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i'd like to start out

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when i was around 25 i basically

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have been listening to bashar a channel

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by daryl anchor for quite some time

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and it's been going on at that time

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maybe two years into it

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so when i turned 26 i had bought a house

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pretty much in the woods in robertsville

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missouri to just

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a house uh six acres of land and not a

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soul around

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because i felt whatever i was going

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through i needed to have my own space

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to sort of just allow whatever can

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happen

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were no friends around no other houses

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nothing so it was just me

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so whatever happened to me just happened

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to me and it didn't affect anyone else

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around me

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and so uh when i bought the house

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obviously i didn't have any money i

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spent

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uh every time i had on the down payment

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and uh basically just

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trying to make it through going to work

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every day and

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i was one day on top of my roof and i

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was trying to patch up all the holes

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that were there because every time it

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rained i would at least have three four

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leaks

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but i didn't have the money to to fix it

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and so

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i was sitting there thinking about

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something that bashar said and

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then i was like why am i not applying

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what he's talking about

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to talk about law of attraction and what

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you put out is what you get back and

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how you constantly attract everything

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around you that matches with you but a

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lot of times

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because of our belief systems to block

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it out and we don't allow it to come to

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us

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so i had nothing else to lose i had no

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money the only thing i could do is lose

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the house and then

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ask my parents to move back in so i was

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basically just sat there as i was

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holding the tar in one hand

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and just sitting on the roof you know

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diligently applying it

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and so he simply said whatever it is

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that you like

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simply put it out without needing it to

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come back in a specific way just put it

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out and let it go

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so again with nothing to lose i didn't

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even have to close my eyes but i did and

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i just kind of said

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i would like some new shingles and i

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just went back to patching that roof

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and so about three weeks went by

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and so i was going to uh

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with with the whole story regarding the

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war and then being the united states and

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you know everyone here with the second

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amendment is allowed to protect

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themselves the war obviously affected me

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a big deal

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because when you live in um not trying

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to make it political it's just

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in a socialist country where you're not

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allowed to have guns

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uh when a military comes your way and

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you have

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no guns to protect yourself you kind of

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have to either run or stand your ground

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with the kitchen knife

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so i was going to a place where they're

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basically learning about how to shoot

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and i already knew how but it was more

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people that were interested so i wanted

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to go with them

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and so they were building an outside

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patio basically to kind of be able to

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have outside classes to sit there and

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uh just to kind of instead of being in

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the

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asked who else wants to go and help

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out to uh to uh get some cedar

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out of the woods so i was i was excited

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about i was like sure i would like to go

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get no

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get in the top of that tractor and just

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ride into the woods

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so as we're

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um as we're going to to that location

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where we thought might be

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might be some um uh nice trees to cut

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down

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i was sitting on the tractor and the

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woods kind of opened up into a clearing

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where when i looked there was ev the

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whole field was

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seemed like it was filled with packets

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of shingles

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and i kind of got the chill down my

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spine so i

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i asked the guy so what what's this

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about and he was saying the guy that had

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bought this property before

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had lost it and he abandoned everything

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and he just left all this

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material that he was going to build that

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uh

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little cabin with and he kind of saw i

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was interested in the shingles he's like

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do you want some it's like yeah it's

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like take as many as you want

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and so without me having to go work

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three months save money

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work real hard in order to get what i

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wanted i just kind of allowed things to

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come to me as they

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you know as they can

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so then i decided well let's test this